肚子饿了~

莫名其妙地在为一件事而生气。
可却觉得这不是件应该值得生气的事……

可现在的心情只能引用一个作者的形容词来说明：
像干柴泼了一盆水然后要点火一样，
就算火起来，
最后还是生生把自己熏死！

Haiz~

废话连篇了以后其实想说的是我爸打包给我的晚餐。
偏偏他没问过我就打包，
所以打包到我不想吃的东西……
偏偏我现在就是很想吃另外那一样在同个地方可以打包到的食物！

其实陆陆续续都有发现，
父母们以为我喜欢的东西其实都不是我所喜欢的。

为什么会这样呢？
因为萱喜欢？
还是我真的曾经喜欢过？

不管怎么样，
我现在就是又生气又饿！

发现自己在吃这方面有时候原来也是这么执著的……

什么都没吃，
总觉得差了点什么的感觉而没办法全心全意去开工读书……

啊啊啊啊~

7天无休

现在的情况就是这样……
7天无休……

星期一到五都需要上课。
周末则是去打工。

虽然很充实，
可不知不就竟觉得忘了留一点时间给自己。

所以上星期三和筱筠一起去Time Square的Etude House大血拼了一会儿后，
真的很有一股满足感！

呵呵~

最近没有继续迷什么k-pop了。
上网也不再是特别去看SHINee。

现在反而随处逛逛，
去看看允浩，
偶尔看看SJ怎么了地。

这样的生活真的很好~

近来想写回小说。
想起以前中学时和铃、Becca和筠所写的小说了。

所以开始去找小说看。
不过暂时还没有找到什么满意的……

还有我的4G的pendrive竟然被我的朋友踩坏了！
我里面千千万万的小说全都没有了！

可很意外地并没有什么感情and情绪上的起伏。
纯粹是物质上地而生了一点闷气。

好在那个人也很好，
愿意陪给我一个新的。^^

Em……
刚刚去鲜网那儿登记了一个ID。
又有东西可以研究了。
不会无聊了。

P/S:TM Net最近真的慢死了！！！

注文津

昨天……
真的不清楚自己是在怎么样的情况下点击去到了SJ的金基范吧……

然后，
忽然，
很很很很想念这个人！
原以为他已经消失不见了。
可在金基范吧里才发现原来他还是有出没。
只是避开众人的视线……

他好像是转行去当模特儿……
代言衣服赞助的那种……
而且还演出音乐/舞台剧《午睡》。

看到他的图就有一种很怀念的感觉……
怀念他专属的天使笑容……
Kim Ki Bum's Killer Smile。

然后就上PPS去看。
没想到注文津已经上映了！
说了那么久想看……
原来已经上映了……

没有说是一部很好的电影……
不过至少可以看到他。

基范~
好想念你呀~
多上镜好不好呀？

论坛

最近都没有什么东西好说。
因为不想把自己的烦恼加在你们的身上……
可是不更新好像也不怎么好……



那么最近在做什么呢？



其实是在四处流荡，
在研究着SHINee的论坛。



看吧~
我如果不是小说就是这种k-pop的东西。
无聊了吧？



不过我也因为研究了好久一下这些论坛，
导致我有点pofessional了。
很有成就感。^^



不过主要还是在百度那儿幌也是。


前一阵子加入了中国最大的SHINee论坛闪耀星球。
那个是我等了好久到他开放才join到的。
现在在里面也有一定的积分所以很高兴。
也认识了一个M'sia的还有一个中国的朋友并保持一定的联络。
那感觉真好！



再来就是想认识一些本地的SHINee World所以加入了MySHINee。
不过那儿全部都是小孩子。
说什么他们都反我。
还因为一些误会而搞到整个论坛大乱！



然后就不去看论坛了。

就去找到一个SHINee Singapore的blogspot。
那个地方很好！
很快可以看完所有东西，
操作又方便……
图呀~
新闻呀~
什么的一次可以看完。
(SHINee Singapore:http://shiningshineeworld.blogspot.com/)



然后就是钟铉的恋情曝光的事件。
My SHINee里的孩子全部在骂，
搞到我很火大！



因为我可是完全支持钟铉谈恋爱的！
想想他也不过是个20岁的人而已。
这个说不定是他的初恋呢！



不过Bling的表现果然没有让我失望。
那种种坚强的表现都值得让人称赞。
金钟铉，加油！！！



Phew~



然后现在这几天都在万能锁匙论坛里帮忙。
因为是自己的朋友开的，
而且是1/11/10才开所以有很多东西要打理并把它建起来。
不过也因为是自己人所以让我有很大的发展空间。^^



虽然我不是key的fans，
好在那个万能锁匙论坛只是个“伪装”key论坛,
因为里面还是有所有SHINee的东西所以我才会去帮忙地。
要知道我喜欢的是珉豪和温流！



所以打下广告，这是那个万能锁匙论坛的link去加入吧~^^
（我在暗示筱筠你哦~><）
http://shineekey.sclub.tw/



Em……
还有什么漏掉的部分吗？
应该没有了~



今天就先报告一下我网上在忙什么好了。
现实生活吗……
下次再说好了。^^



附上2min图一个。^^

温室里的小花

一直都知道自己是个温室里的小花，

自认坚强，

可遇上狂风暴雨还不是一样倒？

我一直都觉得自己不是什么坏小孩。

我没抽烟、不吸毒、没乱搞男女关系、没说脏话、没离家出走……

我的活动范围一直都在我父母的视线范围以内，

想跑却办不到。

这种约束让人透不过气。

我妈对我还是像小学生那样管教。

她的时间无法调到我已是个18岁而且快19岁的人。

换了个环境，

要自费的东西也多了起来，

可零用也没有增加。

想半工读可却不知如何下手。

忽破温室里的小花的计划也就这样报废……

我发现我不只是个自私的人，

还是个受不了委屈的人。

所以管你是老师还是什么，

遇上这种情况我就一定为自己辩护到底！

也因为这样，

常和我妈闹翻。

可就算吵起来我也没有用到重语。

因为我尊敬她是我妈。

相反她会把我骂得一文不值，

踩踏我的尊严。

骂着骂着，

让我有了一丝要辍学不读大学出来做工的冲动。

反正以她的话来说我这是在浪费她的钱。

“父母只负责孩子们的学费到中学结束，我现在已经给多你了！”

多想说出我不稀罕什么有骨气的话，

可这样后果互不堪设想吧？

撕破脸皮什么的一切就回不来了……

真的很想忽出目前的情况，

可却没有勇气和行动……

所以我才说我是个温室里的小花……

当你落水时……

平时人人都可以对你很好，
可当你落水时，
会挺身而出不顾一切都要把你救出来的那个人才是你一定不可以错过的人。

我很自私。
我会希望在我们两人中我是先落水的那个，
那样我可以先看清你的反应。
而不会是在你落水后把你救上来再被你推下水。

不幸地，
我确实是先落水的那位。
而且还遇上了急流。
可没想到这样了你还是愿意挺身而出，
把我救出来。

那杀那者我真的感动得差点哭了……

谢谢你，
为了你只要我可以我愿成为你的剑或盾。
像你救我那样救你。

我的一生真的太幸运了。
中学有两个这样的友人，
没想到大学也有这样的一个。

一定会珍惜这样的你……^^

Good Bye,My Pendrive~

首先先哭一轮，
因为我竟然把我宝贵的pendrive留在学校也不见了！

我的图呀~
我的文呀~

不过一切也无济于事了不是？

Haiz~

算！
算是我给你！
2G的都要！

好在我不久前zip了我的小说，
而且图图都有load上百度。

只可惜了我的动图，
没有备份的呀~

好好好……

想妈所说的那样，
久的不去新的怎么来？

现在用着4G的pendrive，
可里面空空的。
还真看不惯。

Haiz~

从新开始加油好了。
别悲观呀~

是错过，还是无缘？

I can't really different that did I really like him or I just want to become his friend or best friend?

I want to be the one that he can remember in every event or things happen,
the first name to be pop up in his mind...

I finally make up my mind to reach my goal.

But I know now everything is imposible...

Because there are someone who already at there,
the place I want to be...

To be beside you...

Holiday is miserable~

It seem like holiday is always a hard time for me.
The time I spend at home are awful!
Just like a prisoner that had nothing to do and being observed all the time.
I can't even touch the laptop!

Oh God~
Holiday is a disaster for me.
That's why I prefer to be back to school.

Going to be buzy soon.^^

这个假期，我要……

Oh yeah!
It's finally holiday!

The 1st thing I want to do is watch 'My Girlfriend Is A Nine Talied Fox'.
I know Becca watch it too.

Hehe~

It's really a very nice movie,
so you guys got to watch it too.

OK?^^

And the next thing is to hang out with Pheng.

She say she want to go to IOI.
But how to go?
It is still an unknown...
= =+

Then....
Becca, Jun and Ling.
Why don't we also hang out together?

Good idea right?

And lastly,
I want to study for my MUET,
and read a lot of book.

P/S:I like My Girlfriend Is A Nine Talied Fox's OST-Losing My Mind by Lee Seung Gi.^^

更爱我自己

Monday will be my last exam paper,
and it will be my 2 week holiday.

Such a long time I didn't update my blog.
I know you guys do miss me right?

Haha~

In management,
I've learn a phrase---self esteem.

It's such a unfamiliar phrase to me.
How long does it disappear in my life?

Like myself more?
An action that I'm not used to.

Think back...
It seem like I'm always hard on myself.

Stand in front the mirror and have a look...

Oh My God!
Who Is She?

Not confidence...
Yellow teeth...
Complexion is dim...
Acne...
Spiritless...

Is it me?

Below this surface,
How many toxic is accumulated in this body?
How many negative emotion is stored in this heart?
What make an 18 become this wan and sallow?

Haiz...

Therefore,
I made up my mind.

Start from now,
I'll treat myself better,
be happy and love myself more!

Thanks to yuansoap.

漫画呀~我好想你！

Exam is around the corner!

Look like I shouldn't just cut off my novel but also say bye bye to SHINee!

Ya~
I PLAN to cut off every SHINee news....
I think they will forgive me de.><

But!

How can I stand for this?

I mean...
How can I pass my day without any entertainment?

Haha~

I'm so lucky that a friend in my class can borrow me manga.

BLEAH!

A manga that such a long time I didn't read.

Feel so good back again in the manga world.

Everybody work hard in your exam!

Thank you to you~

原来一直都处于understress的状况……

事事不如意……

成绩也不理想……

对周围的人一直保持客气的态度与距离，
慢慢感到很累。

渐渐处在爆走的状态……

甚至有了不想继续念书的念头。

好在你那一通电话，
让我重新振作！

也让我忍不住流泪，
不过那应该是高兴的泪水吧？^^

接下来要重新振作！
暂停看小说。

努力冲呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

愿你一路顺风，

要幸福！

撞车也有一阵风潮？

两个星期前刚撞了一次车，
那修理的费用到现在还是心痛。

我两个月的零用钱就这样没了！！！

昨天，
班里的一个好好先生也是撞车了。

那天是雨天，
路滑……

他的车已park好了，
也不知怎么事情就是演变成三联撞……

他的车也真是伤呀~

最后也是今天目睹了一个前辈撞车的过程……

那女方一下车就开骂……
明明是她的错……

这叫恶人先告状呀~

恐怖……

最近真的越来越怕驾车了。

Love You More And More

Lucifer MV finally out!!!

After watching it,
it just like wash away all my worry all the day.

Love them more and more.

Especially Taemin,
look like our maknae had become more and more beautiful and HOT~

Link to Lucifer MV:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa4CNMRUhKI

Lucifer

Oh ya baby~

Lucifer---it's SHINee's 2nd album's name.
Such a cool name right?

Got deeply attracted even just listen to its teaser.

The MV and album will be released tomorrow.

Soooooo~~~~~EXCITED!!!!!
Can't wait to listen to it!!!

Happy Birthday,Taemin.

书到地是要怎么读的呢？

怎么就是觉得我读的和老师所出的就是不一样呢？

Haiz~

星期一的Financial Management也一样死定了吧？

头脑混乱ing……

P/S:今年没有去Bon Odori了……

Exam is suck!!!

SHINee久等的COMEBACK

因为珉豪的意外而导致comeback延迟，
不过现在他们真的要回来了！！！

听说今天下午就会把他们的歌放上来了。
因为这样所以好高兴呀！

P/S:完全被泰民的长发‘震’到……

还是有点不习惯他们的新造型

我妈是我的纪律老师

"Your mom just like your discipline teacher."
That's what one of my friend told me.

This remind me my managemet lecturer who told us about our campus's HR department.

The staff there always talk softly...
Walk slowly...
Thread their costumer carefully...

Dare not make any mistake just because their BOSS are so straight to them and just as a fierce emperor to his civilian...

Sound like the way I get a long with my mom...

Hahaha...

钱不够用

RM250...
我一个月半的零用钱…
就这样变成修车费了…

平时都不够吃了，
这下子日子怎么过呀？

P/S:用电话上网，这样就不见RM5了…
我穷呀！

骨子里的冷血

那个东西应该还没消失，
只是暂时被封印而已吧？

狠下心应该就没问题了。

是唯我独尊？
还是野蛮目中无人？

我说了就算！
我需要管你怎么看？

呼吸都困难

Since last week,i started got sick.
I tell myself everything got to be ok...

But god must been play a joke with me.

Everything around me started to get worst.
And now i can't even smile...

So tired but life must be continue...

Hope to be alone...
To cool down...
Many things need to think and plan again...

希望我能成熟理智地处理好所有事情…

啊～

想念那蓝天白云…
那轻松的脚步…
哼着轻快的曲调…
那温暖的笑…

Various一点没有什么不好的……

昨天因为Daviss的话所以跑去看solo了？

去看了Seunggi(李胜基)，
原来又是一个 像奎贤，昌珉和温流那种A+的学生。
当过学生会长，
考试最差也是全级第8而已，
大学4年不曾缺席！

不简单呀~

……为什么那么多读书厉害的人都跑去当艺人了呢？

过后又跑去看了Hyuna(金泫雅)。
没想到她和我同年耶！

一个很温柔可跳起舞来就变得很sexy的可爱小女生。

看了她以前因为身体比较差就被退队（wonder girl）而替她觉得可惜……
现在转去CUBE了,
刚出了一首叫《Change》的歌．

看来有望以solo的形式继续发展呀！

Hyuna,
fighting!!!
我支持你！



然后跑去看了Nichkun和Victoria的《我们结婚了！》第1集。

觉得Nichkun真的可爱死了！
一直被整，
又一直被吓……
看得出他好紧张。
看来……我有点脱离SM company的倾向了……
……最近有想去看2PM的东东……

哈哈哈~
是好事吗？

最后，
SHINee~
你们快点comeback呀~

最近都在闭关练习吧？
一点你们的News都没有……

想你们了……

日行一善 = 爬15楼?!?

The title may make you confuse but it's a true story.

Today just when I'm back from Pheng's home,
I found that both of my condo's lift are broke down....

Straightly call my family and ask them to come down so we can went straight for dinner and I don't have to climb up the stairs.

Just when I'm waiting for my family,
I meet my Korean neighbor.

Both of them buy so~~~~ many things....

囧......

Haha....

Say 'HiHi' and 'Bye Bye' to them and we went for dinner.

One hour later when we reach home,
the lift are not yet repair.....

It's nothing to climb up to the 7th floor.
As for me it's still ok.....

But not with all the heavy grocery to the 15th floor!!!

Cause we are so kind and help the Korean lady who brought sooooo many grocery from the supermarket to her home.
(The neighbor are 2 couple about 40++ so.....help them la~)

Those grocery include RICE, MILK, SOFT DRINKS and so so.....

If I’m not mistaken, I'm carrying 6 or 7 boxes of milk and 2 packs of oranges.
My sis carry 6 packet of milk and 2 100plus.
(We actually not really know what are we carrying but just know it's very very heavy.)

I believe the most poor is my dad,
because he’s in charge of RICE and other stuff.
Really sorry for him.

He’s not young anymore…

Such a long time I'm not doing exercise,
sweat a lot and nearly faint.

A few min later,
the Korean lady immediately come and thanks us.

She give us some Korea cookies and Korea BBQ meat.
So nice of her.

Haha...
Feel so nice to help others.

The couple say they are going out to watch football.

So wish Korea GOOD LUCK la~　

这两天严重缺少驾车的luck……

Why did I say so?

The story got to start at yesterday morning.

Because of the car jam,
I was stuck in the road for quite some time,
my old car can't stand for the engine hot temperature and last it strike!!!

It happen at the middle of the road and just when I'm having a turn at a traffic light.

The car staring lock without a sign,
the oil not coming and my car went to the other line....

There are even traffic police there and I can consider block the road!!!
The motor bike beside me even stop beside my car and waiting to see what he can help.

Surprise that I'm not panic at all.

Relax....
Switch off the engine and start it again.

Luck~
the car move again.

Hurry up switch off the air-con.

The temperature meter "Shu~Shu~Shu~" drop half and back to normal.

That night,
bring all the tool to my car and service service it.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today morning story even more ridicules!!!

I LEFT MY CAR KEY IN THE CAR!!!!!

In the end,
my daddy got to bring the spare key to my school.

In the mean time,
worry about my car being stole and my fate when I reach home.

Luck again,
my car is safe and so am I....

Can all of this counted as the lucky break out of misfortune?

囧......

时间的脚步真是有够快，我跟不上了！

偷懒了半个月没什么update到我的blog真是不好意思。
这半个月又琐碎的事也有大件的事，
怒我不能现在与你们一一分享。

时间真的过得好快，
不知不觉就这样过了半年了……

总觉得自己跟不上时间的脚步，
有觉得自己的了short term memory lost那样，
没什么时间观念了……

搞不清楚事情是几时发生……
已过了几久……
有点吃不消呀～

断网了好一阵子，
每天都沉迷在文字的世界。
（我在看书～）

报考了MUET,
没什么信心可就像Quek所说那样，
抱着玩玩的心情去考就对了．
（可本小姐有明显多看英文书了，希望有帮助才好……）

驾车上学已有超过10天了，
技术无可否认地越来越好！

那《连名字都不懂，怎么说爱》其实有续文，
不过到一天故事就再次ending了．
（谁叫我没有坐巴士了．）
［请参考《连名字都不懂，怎么说爱》那个post］

再来就是各种assingment和为personal presentation而烦恼，着急……
（为什么我是第一个present呢？Ｔ＿Ｔ）

上学还不错，
就是有做练习有上课，
不过不是很明白自己在学什么就对了……
（活在模糊的状态。＠_＠）

整体上就是这样……
总觉得脑袋有点不在控制的范围内……

我昏～

兜兜转转还不是一样回到原点！？！

Watched Kiss The Radio at PPS which recommended by Pheng.

Never deny that Super Junior is the BEST!!!
(Sorry for others idol's fans...I mean Jun...)

Glad that they are still the same.
Just become a bit more macho and good in their body shape.

I love the part that HyukHae(HyukJae and DongHae) dance BONAMANA.

HyukHae long live~

Love the Cinderella's Sister's OST which sung by Yesung.
Look like Yesung had become more famous because of this song.

Actually he do sing a lot OST,
such as Tazza OST(Love Really Hurts) and Namhan Mountain Fortress OST,
all of them are sooooooooo nice.

Please support him.

Remember I do mention that he is one of the vocal I love the most in SJ?
(Please refer to my post---小13的声音 Part2)

For me,
Yesung gave me the feel that he is not the kind of people who always appear on the screen.

I think he is more suitable with the behind screen's job and those write song and lyric's job...

He gave me the feel he is born to sing and should be a solo singer...

A guy pro in singing...

Hahaha...

As Pheng said:"Welcome back to SUJU family."

Leeteuk's muscular body;
Heechul's Young Street;
Yesung' Cinderella's Sister's OST---It Has To Be You;
Shindong's girlfriend;
Sungmin's cool hair style;
Hyukjae's the best body shape;
Donghae's more muscular than Hyukjae;
Siwon's drama---Oh My Lady;
Ryeowook's first solo---One Fine Spring Day;
Kyuhyun's dancing Kyu...

Welcome back to the screen and back to ELF.

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In good mood because my aunt just gave me a lot of good stuff.

Oh yeah,
except Pheng,do you all know that I have a boy cut?

Haha...Surprise!!!

End with a few Yesung's picture.

Yesung in BONAMANA

DongHae and Yesung

Mr Kim Jong Woon

Yesung sponsor clothing

标题不再简单or文艺，所以以下都是一派胡言……其实是自言自语啦~

Keep on replaying SJ new album's song-----My All Is In You and BONAMANA.

Like it very much and it really make me feel happy and relaxing.

Like the lyric:
"I can't live without you..."
in My All Is In You which they sing in a soft and slow tone.

Recently just discuss with Pheng about HyukJea(EunHyuk).

She say she like his cute and clumsy act.

For me...
I like him being clumsy but if given a choice,
I prefer him to be how he act now,
not that clumsy,
handsome and more like a man and MACHO~

This show him grow up and got improve ma~
It's a good sign isn't it?

Haha...
Girl's talk.

Holiday is going to end soon,
can't wait to be back to school!

Currently,
it's rather troublesome about my linguistic competence.

I can't quit reading my Chinese novel...
So I do spend my free time reading English book too.

Which mean I'm trying my best in mastering both of the language int the same time...

But...
my family members don't think one can do that in the same time especially me.

They now call me a brain truster...

Very sad leh...

But I don't want to change...
and I think I can't.

So just stick to the plan lah!

Phew~

Guess that's so far I can share my stuff with you all.

Everybody start school edi right?

Form 6,
A-level and May intake de,
all GAMBATEH study ya!!!

灯

难得文艺一下。

最近在一个小说里看到这样一段的对白：

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公交车上的人来了又走，上了又下后，已经没有一开始那么拥挤了。崔珉豪并肩跟我站在一起，手指指着窗外，“李泰民，你开车的时候，会注意到路边的灯光吗？”
　　这时候，公交已经驶进了内环，各种高楼大厦上灯光闪烁，在黑沉沉的夜幕映衬下显得尤为耀眼。
　　我摇了摇头，“开车时注意力得放到路况上去吧？哪能乱瞅？”
　　崔珉豪点点头，“我也是。可是，其实城市里的灯光都是有故事的——加班的，等人的，休闲的，聚会的……”

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在家乡时，
家里的灯是大大的白日光灯，
无论天花板有多高，
它都能很尽责地完成它的任务。

无论是写字还是阅读，
都能在很舒适、
灯光很充足的情况下完成。

所以回到这儿的家时，
那美观但不尽责的白灯和黄灯使我很不习惯。

不禁对比了一下那个会好一点……

可怎样都是那不起眼的白日光灯获胜。

也因为这样使我发现我到了晚上就找不到舒适的地方阅读。
（早上我都是坐在窗边的沙发用日光读地。）

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你比较喜欢好用可不起眼的白日光灯？
还是美观可不尽责的白灯？
你的灯又有什么故事？

尝试

First, I got to say hello cause I'm just back form Bentong.

Last time Shermaine do give me a software to download the youtube video and convert it to put it in our phone.

Thanks to it I manage to collect many interesting video.

But man never satisfy....
...and want more....

There do have video I want to convert but not in youtube....

So I'm now try to DIY and make my own video....

This is one of it that I've cope it out.
I'm now try to find a way to convert it to put in my phone.^ ^

我不要假期！

My dear fans of my blog, do you miss me?

I would first like to apologize to all of you that such a long time I have not updated my blog.

As all of you know, I'm now having my holiday and I don't enjoy it at all.

It's the same routine that I have fight with my mom once we were at home.
This time is more serious than any other time.

Although it had now in the middle of cease-fire, the holiday still a long way to end and who know when will we start the fight again?

So my dad make up his mind to separate us for a while.
Which mean I'm going back to my hometown this weekend and wouldn't be around at KL perhaps for a few week?

But the contradictory part is my mom was not allow me to stay out of her sight for such a long period.

Excuses me, so what do you want from me?

I'll leave this to my dad as he would be the one who pick me up.

Good news to my fans is I'm half-back to my writing world.

The first reason is because of the comic Jun borrow me---
After reading it, all the idea just non stop pop up in my mind.

Phew~

And the next is I'm half return to the English's world.

Thanks to Leo, who accompany me to explore the other 2 liabery of our uni during this holiday and help me to choose books which I like and wish to read.
And last, accompany me to "kill" time.^^

Thank you very much.
Hope you can make a remarkable achievement in your coming statistic exam.

So I'll try hard to read as much as I can, gather new ideas/inspiration to substantial myself and hope to write out something......new?

For now, I have the will to write out ninja age season 3.
But......Becca is leaving me to Kedah!!!

Becca~come back to me!!!
Help me to mark my script!!!

Haiz~

Ok, all of this (for ninja age) is just my planing.
I'll try my best to achieve it.
(I'm not confident with it)

So bla bla bla......
The end of the story.

Wish all the best for those May in take friends.
Last and always, keep in touch.

P/S:The latest situation is my mom did not keep her words......

连名字都不懂，怎么说爱？

前几天看了我的第一篇温民文，
名字是《我爱过的名字》。

虽然故事的内容又是拿《我脑海中的橡皮擦》的idea来用，
可我主要还是在意温流所唱的那首《The Name I Love》。

这首歌是我续奎贤的《Seven Years Of Love》后，
爱死的sad song。
(续这两首后的有SHINee的《Last Gift》)

只要一听到这首歌，
我就会想起佑根……

还有那天和他的离别……

很可惜我不知道你的名字……
对你的感情也称不上爱……
我们连“认识”都是个问题……

有点伤心……
又有点想你……

不过，
我真的没有资格说什么我爱过的名字……

好在我的脑海里没有橡皮擦。

所以，
我至少可以有回忆……

记得你的样子……
记得有你这一号人物的存在……

Are you sure this post is posted by a girl name Po Chi?

再见

Today, our lecturer mention about our seniours.
This week will be their final week at this campus.
The next week, they will take their final exam and go to where they belong to.

On my way home,
when I finally find myself a seat on the bus,
I saw you.

It is a short journey and I keep on thinking that this maybe the last chance to see you.
Next week onward,
your figure can no more be seen.

We will not meet each other at the bus stop or on the bus again...

Secretly take your photo,
It is not clear but good enough as a memory.

Surprise that you actually get down from the bus at the same station as me----the bus stop we see each other in the morning.

Pluck up my courage and stop you.

"你是第几个Sem的？"
"……我是第3个Sem的……"
"那你下个星期不在了。"
"……是loh……"
"Bye bye."

We wave to each other(he still look confusing) and I left.

I know you may felt confuse and wandering what this girl up to......

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Finally watch the finally episode of SHINee's Hello Baby.
Finally understand why others cry that sad when they watch it.

Because of the music, it make the scene very very sad.
And my feeling is very complicated too.

Yugoon,
Grow up well.
Don't forget your SHINee appa.

Hope to see you again when you are 20 years old.
(Your SHINee appa seen like wish you to be come a singer like them.^^ )

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In a day, 2 farewell...
...you will be a part of my memories....
Hope to see you again in future.

End with SHINee's song
"Last Gift" and "The Name I Love"

我的脚步

Finally back to my footstep,
the way I act in a group --- solitude.

Finally give it a try to have my breakfast alone,
walk back to the campus alone,
and once again enjoy my favorite pastime alone in the computer lab.

What make up my mind to do so?
...can we consider it as because of their betray?
...I'm just not fit to the group...

Hate to wait for others...
Do not wish to depend on the others...
All of this had disarray my steps.
Everything just make me doesn't act like me!!!

The biggest problem is the way we communicate...
As you all know I have my 'special' ways to be communicate...

They can't understand what I want to say...
And not even try to understand.
Is it because of we're not the same type of person so it make them doesn't care about it?

Haiz~

I always do know I have problem when it came to my personal relationship.
Anyway there do have 'others'...

Thanks to you all, I manage to survive...
You all may not be the best but it do help me a lot in this environment.
As for those I mention earlier...
You all do have your good too.
But it just doesn't work on me.

Hope I can find out a way to keep on survive there...

P/S:Guess how many people I'll offense after this post?
......Pile of them......

渴望

Currently, I'm very desperate to buy myself a laptop.

Cause every time when I call my friend, they are definitely using their laptop, listen to their favorite k-pop or watching their favorite youtube video...

Somehow, I admire them or you can say I'm jealous with them.

I do have the money to buy myself one but my mom never allow me to do so.

Beside that, I do need a new pendrive too as the 2 of my are almost full.

The PC fair is around the corner(and so do my exam), hope I can visit it.

P/S: My broken English are back...

累了

终于有一篇是写有关学业的？
昨天Eco test圈错了一题（如我所知），
那感觉很糟糕……
晚上读书已成了一种习惯？
这只是为了应付考试而已……

什么都被管时会努力反抗，
被管到最后连语言都被约束时，
你已不会感到愤怒/不甘，
你只会觉得很无力。

这时某小姐一定会大喊叫我振作，
可是奋斗了那么多年，
无论是精力还是精神，
早已被磨个清光。

累了……
身体还有精神都很沉很沉重……
Haiz~

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感谢今天陪我去window shopping的你。
你让我稍微开心起来了！^^

生字新词

最近在我的blog里我都一直有用到“囧”这个符号。
其实它是一个字。
趁着3月的最后一天post多一个post好了。^^
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囧是中国的一个古汉字 早在骨文中就有记载

本来的意思是:光明。 读音为 jiǒng  同: 窘

在网络中出现后却被赋予了另一层面的含义。

网义：郁闷、尴尬、悲伤、无奈、困惑、无语等等，示意

很好很强大，指处境困迫，喻尴尬，为难。本作“冏”同“窘”（粤语与“炯”同
音）。

囧言囧语

意思是形容无奈、悲伤、窘迫或极为尴尬心情的言论。


囧视频(囧片)
无语啊、震惊啊、郁闷啊之类的小视频。

囧人
意思是让人感到郁闷、无语的人，对他没什么办法，他的想法和行为很让人
费解，听他的回答你会被雷到。

囧图囧片
就是千奇百怪,奇闻乐趣,哭笑不得的图片，风靡整个网络，而囧图就是他们
的统称。

Assignment

虽然在这个sem里已不是第一次做assignment了。
只是一直以来我都是被人guide的那个。

做好自己的部分交给其他组员，
由他们来把所有部分combine起来。
只是这次终于轮到我了！

原因是其组员都balik kampung 或有事不能 online。

看着那有限的资料，
头都大了……

有很多部分要自己写，
又有很多部分和其他组员给的资料不能combine……
还要把它们放到power point 里去……

哇~
救命呀！

我和另外一个组员（Hui Lee）可痛苦了……
花了好久好久的时间终于……
完成了！！！

Haiz~

虽然不算是perfect,
也不知道有没有做错……

不过真的是事后有很大的成就感呀！

呵呵~
这个真的是写来自己syok一下。
期待你们（我那些亲爱的还没开学的朋友）以后遇到这种事的反应。

哈哈哈哈！！！！

Bling Bling 的消息

谁是Bling Bling?
呵呵~
那就是SHINee啦！

SHINee 在5月25号会和张力伊一起来马来西亚举行粉丝见面会。
可筠说不知道是真的没有，
因为很少人会在Johor举行粉丝见面会，
更何况SHINee在1月多的时候才刚去过 Singapore.

哦~
没关系呀!
你们来我就去，
就这样！^^

如果真的有来，
那就是SHINee第一次来马来西亚了。

呵呵~
会留意他们是因为真的很在意那些年纪和自己差不多的艺人会做些什么呢？
他们的生活又是怎么样过的呢？

I'm watching you......

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在这里是感谢爱我、关心我的好朋友们。
谢谢你们在我的chat box那儿留言。
你们的关心我都收到了。
Thank you very much。

真的很感动，
你们还是那么的关心我……
真的真的打从心里的谢谢你们......

Please always keep in touch!

2nd Orientation

Utar 的第二次 orientation 将会在五月未举行。
按照常理，
这已和我无关了……

可不幸地……
我被卷入了风波，
那就是成为ice breaking的委员。

OMG~
认识我的朋友们一定知道我没有那么“好心”呀！
这真的有不小心把自己给卖掉的感觉。

囧~~~~~~~

不过，
这也好。
反正五月整个假期好长……
因该也找不到工……
做一些有意义的冬冬也好……
嗨~~~~~~~
（自我安慰ing）

只是现在我的情况很不利呀~
因为那些家伙竟然有让我做 secretary 的打算。

Mamamiya~~~~~~~~~~~~`
放过我吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

囧~~~~~~~

消失

近来坏事连连，
打个比喻就是我考车fail了。

心情低到谷底……

就因为那辆车的gear的关系，
结果在slope那儿……

这就有如打死我/要了我的命我都不相信我的Bio会拿B一样。
但……它们的确发生了。

要不是静琪在那儿陪我说笑，
我早就emo到哭死了！

回到家，
家门都还没有进完，
鞋都还没有脱。

某坐在facebook前面的人就转身对我说教。

如果，
她说完后有回头，
她一定会发现我的眼睛里的冬冬。

之后陆续有让人越来越抬不起头的时候，
还有就是那句：
“离开你妹妹远一点。你不要拖她下水……”

呵呵~
哭了吗？

苏宝琪会哭吗？

就像我和静琪所说的那样，
那个人的自信……
那个人的气势……
那个人的威严……
全都没了。

在很里面很里面那儿，
有什么正在慢慢地瓦解、崩溃、分裂……
相信很快地这个人就会不见了吧？

那么最后会剩下些什么呢？

赌

跟萱“打赌”，
以RM100为赌注，
除了Hello Baby 和 post blog 就不可以用电脑直到 27/4/10。

其实这赌是由我提出，
主要是因为觉得是时候让自己的头脑变回灵光一点，
还有多一点时间读书。

4月就大考了……
现在assignment 和 presentation 都忙死人了……

绝对不要重复那场悲剧……

怕家

几时开始怕家了呢？
又怕家里的什么？

以前会怕妈妈，
不过后来就不怕了。

现在是怕我爸……

自从拿了SPM成绩回家后，
我爸就不怎么side我了。

他甚至会说一些话……
一些他以前不会对我说的话。

也许出自惭愧，
我会怕。

昨天，
明明是想呆在家那儿都不去了。

可硬是被拖出去说要我请吃。
好死不死，要我请吃电话饭店。
就这样大出血了RM90++,
而且我自己还是因为牙龈痛而没办法吃到什么地。

真的有种要爆发的冲动。

SMS 俐苹时，
她说没看过我爆发……

拜托小姐，
现在哪有人会对别人爆发／撕破脸皮地？

如果有，
那人的ＥＱ＆ＩＱ真是好极有限了。

到目前为止，
除了我家人我还真的没有对别人爆发过了。
小小地凶一下人家倒是有地，
而且我相信大家也和我一样。

Haiz~
怕呆在家这个问题该怎么办呀？

320

今天的心情真是复杂……

明知道今晚有重要的节目将在离我家大概5km以外的地方举行可却不能参与……

不是没有票了（ＲＭ４００呀！）而是好贵、没有人陪我还有……已经没有当时的心情了……

昨天，筱筠让我与朴姐和她的朋友见面了。

好可爱的一个人and好nice的一个人。

愿你们今晚玩得愉快。

注意安全呀～

P/S:总觉得这文有点牛头不对马尾……
（我完了……）

考试

也许不常更新blog、不常上MSN，所以大家都不清楚我是几时坐在电脑前，几时又不是。

可了解我的朋友们一定知道我有挺严重的网瘾，几乎是一有时间就会爬上网的那种人。
当然，上了大学也没好到那儿去。（*^—^*）

话说我已有一个星期没有动电脑了……

为什么会这样？考试？发神经？

好吧，我觉得发神经的成份居多，可考试也是次要原因。

大学的考试和中学的有什么不一样？
就算你要我说我也说不上来……

不过……我好像对考试比较‘坦然’、‘放开怀抱’了？

不是不顾虑／完全放弃而是已不再转牛角尖而已。

考完试就不要再检查答案，检查答案会因为不够自信而改变答案。
结果，原本对了的答案被你这么一改就从对变成错了……

要相信自己第一时间做的决定。
因为那往往是最好的。

好好想想，自己还要面对多少次的考试呢？

从幼儿园到小学；小学到中学；中学到大学……

敢请问你能拍胸口作担保出了社会你就一定不需要面对考试了吗？

再好好想想，你在生活上遇到的每个问题、每个烦恼也能不能算是一个考试呢？

那不是个笔试而是个像Quiz一样的问题等你去解答。
没有一个标准的答案，你必须自己苦思冥想找答案，可就算你交白卷也没有人会对你咆哮。

谁管谁呀？

到最后还不是自己为自己打分数！
看看自己是否满意自己的表现而定。

所以，没必要在每次考完试出了考场就惨叫一回、乌鸦鬼叫地。

保持平常心，留一点力气再战下回合吧！
尽量把考试当成是每天醒来后要洗澡一样的平常事、习惯。

人人都知道习惯成自然这个道理。

如果可以做到这点，下次考卷摆在你面前时，你就知道该怎么办了吧？

I'll Give Up

硬着头皮死撑了3个多月用英文写部落格，
最终还是投降了。囧

真是对不起乡亲父老呀~

不过，
就算我用英文来写部落格也不见得我的英文有多进步。
反而有很严重的华语腔英文。
还是赶紧喊STOP吧……

所以今后的post因该都会继续用华语来写下去了。
（虽然，我的华语也不见得有多好……）

还请大家多多指教了！

另一个天地

As you all can see, I have open up a new link as the topic above.
It is actually the link to my Uni's friends' blog.

I'll like the new guys come and visit my blog but also wish the old friend come along.

I wish the new guy can suit themselves with this blog,
And the the old one....make yourself home.^^

This blog can be say the only thing left to maintain our bond.
So guy's lets welcome the new comer and Keep In Touch!^^

Here is some photo,
Enjoy it.><

Girls~
5 min break(did you spot me?)Where are you going? O.o
TY2, Peace!!!Our white army at mamak.><

小13的声音 Part 2

My dear blog fans, do you all still remember that last year 11 Dec I do post up a post with this title?
And here come the part 2.><

Well, it is actually continue elaborate the sound and song of 13.
Still, my favorite song of his is 《7年间的爱》/seven years of love.

I know it is a sad love story song and I just guessing the lyric of the song until that day I make up my mind to find the English sub lyric at Youtube.

Just one word----Sad!!!

The song tell a sad love story and the lyric never repeat!

Gosh, it is so good and touch that if you don't watch it you will regret!
So...... you guys MUST give me some face and watch the video that I post up.



Beside that, I'm now also quite interested with Yesung sound.

The different between 13 and Yesung's sound is 13's sound is good at sing while Yesung's sound is good at 拉音.

Anyway, this is just my personal opinion.^^

Kyuhyun/13

Yesung

No CNY

This year, I'm not celebrating my CNY and spend my time at KL.
Because my grandpa had just pass away during the CNY eve...

At that moment, me and my family at Bentong having our reunion dinner and miss the phone call that my aunt call us.

After receive the news, we're back to KL.

The following day, my mom and aunt is busy with all the stuff and many of my relative from Kuching came....

Two days later, another sad news for me which is my hamster had just pass away...

....Its really a CNY full with sadness......

Bling Bling~

Just go and visit all my friend's blog.
Surprise to find out that most of them are very moody and down.
(Guys, what's wrong with you all? Come on, cheer up!)

I won't deny that I'm currently in good mood.
Not thing special happen on me but just change a view in my life.

I currently try to always think in a positive way.
And I find out it will really help you to be more happier in your live but I do also know it is not something you can change immediately so....
JUST TRY YOUR BEST TO DO SO.

Ok,ok!
Back to the Bling Bling title.

It actually mean "SHINEE"!

Before I further more on the topic, please allowed me to say something to Xiao Jun:

Why you introduce them to me?
I even tell you not to put their song in my pendive!
See, now I'm addicted to them edi!
(Read it in a positive way,ok?*smile*)

Em...back to the Bling Bling title.^^

I was knock down by their song "Ring Ding Dong" and Minho's Smile.O(∩_∩)O

Although I still can't really differentiate them well but I try my best to work on it.^^

I now watching one of their program name "Hello Baby"
It's about let them become a baby's father and take care of the baby.

Oi!
You guys ok or not?
The oldest in Shinee is only 22 and the youngest is 17...
It somehow just like watching a group of baby growth up together. =. =p

Well it is a very funny program and the most funny part for me is their leader, Onew.
He's afraid of baby and always run away when then baby come near to him.^^

The program is still on going and I do looking forward it.

In the end,
Well come back to KL Xiao Jun.
And Happy Chines New Year to all my friend!^^

Black & White Shinee

Minho
The Shinee member I like most

Posting Minho^^

Minho
Who just wake up and brush his teeth.O(∩_∩)O

It Is An Accident...

I know they are not someone who take part in my real life.
But when Jun tell me her friend didn't help me to buy the concert ticket and it is now sold out.
I just can't stop crying.
I know I can't blame them for not buying the ticket for me, it is an accident.
But why I just can't stop crying?

It doesn't act like me...

After finish crying, I try to find out the reason why I cry...
(You can say that I try to find an excuse for my silly act.)

I'm glad that I do found one...

I'm sad because I'm disappointed with this result...
I'm looking forward it so much and 'sure' that I can get the ticket...
I even started day dreaming...
And I had been saving since last year August when I saw the news on a forum say they maybe will come for a concert...

The more expectation you put in, the more sad you will be when the wish didn't come truth.

Now...everything came to the end...

I'm still sad but really can't blame on anyone...
So...Jun.
Please don't blame on yourself and felt sorry...
It is an accident that we can't expect...

Unlucky Day

This few day do happen a lot of things on me and the most 'special' day is last Friday.
It is really my unlucky day.

Start in the morning, I had miss the bus just because I'm late for 3min.

Alone in the dark at Midvalley bus stop, the time show 6.53am.
I'm panic as I'm not sure whether I can catch up the next bus and not be late for class.
In the same time, I can't call for help as no one can save me...

Luckly, I made it in time.
The watch show 7.50am as I reach my class...
The story not yet end...

Just as I sat down not more then 3min...the classroom black out.
OMG!
What happen that day?

Well, the unlucky trifling things do continue happening the whole day such as:
1. Try to sign in my account in the computer lab but unsucceed...
2. Walk far away to the other block to buy stuff but the store did not open...
3. Miss the chance to buy the book which I need it urgently...
So and so...

Haiz~

Such a long time that I had been such unlucky in a day.

My Neighbour's Dog

My neighbour is an Indian couple who work till 6pm something only back to home.
So, their 'son'--Dash is always boring alone at home.

The couple then give us their house's key and ask us to visit Dash once a while when they are not at home.

The story start when the day we came back from shopping.
It is 7pm something and the couple are not yet home.
Dash keep on barking as the house is dark without light.

So me and my sis decided to switch on the light for him although we know the couple will be back soon.
But Dash is too excited or happy to see us and he ran out the house.

OMG!

Imagine a dog running around at 7th floor of a condo...
My another neighbour even dare not get out the gate when he saw the dog.

It take us 30min something using many ways and tricks to bring him home.
But Dash think that we are just playing with him and become more excited and out of control.
In the end, we fail to bring him home.

Just then the lift open.

OMG again!
The couple are back!

I can still remember clearly that the lady's shock face as she saw Dash.
But thanks to them, we finally bring Dash home.

I'm glad that they did not blame on us but thank us for doing 'exercise' and play with Dash.
They are really very nice person.

As for Dash...
Next time I'll be more careful with the gate.

My sis and Dash

Carpool

I actually don't need a carpool as I can take bus to my campus.
But I do "accidentally" found one.

She was my primary school senior.
(She's 19)
She's now in the same class with me and she live near to my house.
So we end up carpool.

It's rally convenient as now I can reach home within 20min after my class.

We also become good friend as we have many things and topic to share on our way home.

Anyway, thanks to you.
Angela.

Trying The Computer Lab In Utar

As the title say, I'm now in Utar and I got 2 hour rest so together with 1 of my friend I make since last week orientation, we are now in the computer lab.

I would like to try to do a post as Ling did as she first time went into her campus' com lab.
(Ya, I'm a copy cat so how?)^^

I'm better then her in many way such as I don't have to go to the office to do any registeration as I already know my account no. and so so.
(Am I a lucky girl?)

But there do have differents rules between 2 of our campus.
For example in Utar, there are limited time for you to online each year.
(This mean I can't always online at Utar com lab) TT

Well, the just now class is critical thinking.
As the name of the class, all you need to do is think and think more detail.
No problem but go to find problem.
(I think Quek will be very suit with this subjuct)

After the class, I do feel a bit sad as I realize that my English is very poor until I need more time to understand some of the quetion is given.
Beside that, I can't even give out my opinion as I can't speek well in English.

Haiz~
Ling...
Becca...

SAVE ME!!!

YES, I'm going!!!

Yesterday morning, as usual wake up and bla bla bla...........
And the story starts as I read the newspaper that Super Junior is coming to M'sia for a concert.

The first thing that flash through my mind is "I want to go!!!”

But…who should I go with?

As you know I never went for a concert before, I think someone who has experience will be perfect.

So the one who first pops up in my mind is Xiao Jun.

She’s also a fan of Super Junior so it would be perfect if I go with her…but she’s now in NS. I wander can she go for the concert?

Ok, let’s put her aside first. The next will be my sis (I hadsuccessfully wash her brain with SJ)
And her answer is “I’m not going because Kibum and Kangin are not going” 囧

Ling~ you are my only hope.

I’m glad that she says she’s ok when I SMS her but I think I do should contact Jun as she is pro with this stuff.

I’m not surprise that Jun is the one who call me and ask me do I want to go for the concert.

Of cause I say YES!

In the end, Ling is the one who not going as the ticket is very expensive. (Don’t worry Ling, I forgive you as you are not their super fans)

The ticket is expensive (Jun and her friend plan to buy the VIP ticket) but they not always come to M’sia for a concert and I think I should try to act crazy when I was still young. 囧

Emm…I mean I should experience this…

Hehe…although the concert is still far away but I’m now getting nervous and looking forward for it. \(^O^)/

Hahaha!!!

My Sis Blog

How many of you actually read your family members' blog?

I never read my sis blog until 1 hour ago.
What I want to say about her blog is---WOR!!!

Yes, I never guess my sis will write her blog like that --- say whatever she want, talk about some unknow guys bad, talk rude like wth and so so...

The first impression that flash through my mind is "Xuan, I salute you! "

I can't act like her as we are different person but I do admire people like her who are so self confident and...over complacent?

As Cai Ling say I'm the kind of person who will build up a barrier and stop other to come near me to protect myself and hide somewhere that I think it is safe.

I hate to think what is in others' mind, ask for trouble and be in trouble.
That's why others will always see me carry a notepad and keep on writing something on it.

I'll write stories, create a world that I wish to be.
I may be a hero in the stories and good at everything ... that's why last time I name my blog "Live In Friction".

Ok, enough back to the title!

Beside my sis blog, I kind of like Cai Ling's blog.
But too bad her blog was 'dead' the last half year.

Her post was almost about her life ... it's all happy story and you will feel very happy and relax to read her blog...
Hope she can write her blog more often ...

Emm ... nothing more to say ...

So ... this is the end.^^

University

Yes, the title is following Cai Ling currently post.

Sad to say I decide to type my blog back in English (let see how long I can do this) and hope this could improve my English because I found that my English is poor enough for me to survive in Utar.

Same as Cai Ling, I'm also a Jan intake freshman. But I'm better than her because I had catch up the orientation.^^

My class will start next week and I'm very satisfied with the time table.^^

For my surprise there are only about 100 something freshman in the Jan intake and guess what? There are only 13 of us in my class! O.o

I have no transportation problem because I can take bus there. BUT I must wake up at 6am, set off from home at 6.30am even my class start 8am or 9am and catch up the bus sharp at 7am. Because the next bus will arrive at 7.45am and 8.45am. I'll be late for my class if I can't made it at 7am. TT

Because of this, I had change most of my time for work and rest such as sleep very early and so so...

The true U life will start next week...wish me all the best.

P/S: Cai Ling, thanks for remind me to bring a calculator to classes. ^^

……Rebecca?

Once again I go youtube to watch video and I just found something very……够力！

The girl in the video give me her first impression is like Becca（her emotion and small action)……but i never imagine、heard or think our Becca will say something like this……



2 of them are so powerful!!!

If someday our Becca act like this……Cai Ling, prepare a car!

Let's bring her to hospital!