Thursday, April 15, 2010

再见

Today, our lecturer mention about our seniours.
This week will be their final week at this campus.
The next week, they will take their final exam and go to where they belong to.

On my way home,
when I finally find myself a seat on the bus,
I saw you.

It is a short journey and I keep on thinking that this maybe the last chance to see you.
Next week onward,
your figure can no more be seen.

We will not meet each other at the bus stop or on the bus again...

Secretly take your photo,
It is not clear but good enough as a memory.

Surprise that you actually get down from the bus at the same station as me----the bus stop we see each other in the morning.

Pluck up my courage and stop you.

"你是第几个Sem的?"
"……我是第3个Sem的……"
"那你下个星期不在了。"
"……是loh……"
"Bye bye."

We wave to each other(he still look confusing) and I left.

I know you may felt confuse and wandering what this girl up to......

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Finally watch the finally episode of SHINee's Hello Baby.
Finally understand why others cry that sad when they watch it.

Because of the music, it make the scene very very sad.
And my feeling is very complicated too.

Yugoon,
Grow up well.
Don't forget your SHINee appa.

Hope to see you again when you are 20 years old.
(Your SHINee appa seen like wish you to be come a singer like them.^^ )

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In a day, 2 farewell...
...you will be a part of my memories....
Hope to see you again in future.

End with SHINee's song
"Last Gift" and "The Name I Love"

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

我的脚步

Finally back to my footstep,
the way I act in a group --- solitude.

Finally give it a try to have my breakfast alone,
walk back to the campus alone,
and once again enjoy my favorite pastime alone in the computer lab.

What make up my mind to do so?
...can we consider it as because of their betray?
...I'm just not fit to the group...

Hate to wait for others...
Do not wish to depend on the others...
All of this had disarray my steps.
Everything just make me doesn't act like me!!!

The biggest problem is the way we communicate...
As you all know I have my 'special' ways to be communicate...

They can't understand what I want to say...
And not even try to understand.
Is it because of we're not the same type of person so it make them doesn't care about it?

Haiz~

I always do know I have problem when it came to my personal relationship.
Anyway there do have 'others'...

Thanks to you all, I manage to survive...
You all may not be the best but it do help me a lot in this environment.
As for those I mention earlier...
You all do have your good too.
But it just doesn't work on me.

Hope I can find out a way to keep on survive there...

P/S:Guess how many people I'll offense after this post?
......Pile of them......

Sunday, April 11, 2010

渴望

Currently, I'm very desperate to buy myself a laptop.

Cause every time when I call my friend, they are definitely using their laptop, listen to their favorite k-pop or watching their favorite youtube video...

Somehow, I admire them or you can say I'm jealous with them.

I do have the money to buy myself one but my mom never allow me to do so.

Beside that, I do need a new pendrive too as the 2 of my are almost full.

The PC fair is around the corner(and so do my exam), hope I can visit it.

P/S: My broken English are back...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

累了

终于有一篇是写有关学业的?
昨天Eco test圈错了一题(如我所知),
那感觉很糟糕……
晚上读书已成了一种习惯?
这只是为了应付考试而已……

什么都被管时会努力反抗,
被管到最后连语言都被约束时,
你已不会感到愤怒/不甘,
你只会觉得很无力。

这时某小姐一定会大喊叫我振作,
可是奋斗了那么多年,
无论是精力还是精神,
早已被磨个清光。

累了……
身体还有精神都很沉很沉重……
Haiz~

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感谢今天陪我去window shopping的你。
你让我稍微开心起来了!^^