最近开始正视自己的缺点了。
比如说人际关系方面 不会怎么与人沟通(尤其是男生),最后演变成被说成是个“白目”的人。
对此我也没有什么怨言,因为会演变成这样 是我自中学开始 不怎么开始喜欢动脑筋的后果(当时我一心要 轻轻松松过生活 风平浪静什么)。
也许就因为这样不动脑筋 变成和朋友一起聊天时 会乱插话, 乱入,或是大家在谈的主题我却答非所问。
在这之前 我花了一段时间才确认了我这项缺点,现在我需要的是改变!
刚看到一篇文章提到 不必为了交朋友而特地改变自己的个性 (我自己也觉得应该是该不了了),这是为难了自己,更是累了自己。
想象下 自己时时刻刻都要提醒自己要怎么 怎么做(违背你原本的个性 言行举止)这和带了个面具过活是一样的道理。
会跟你做朋友的是喜欢原本的你,而不是虚伪的你。
只要有颗真诚的心,与人相处久了,人家自然就会了解。
如果到时候人家开始 疏远你 只能说勉强得来的果 不会是甜的。
也许有人会不认同我这 “勉强得来的果” 的道理,你们也许觉得 这说明你需要再接再厉什么的。
可是就像我说的 “带着面具过活” 一样,这不是我的本性 所以我也不会勉强追求。
现在回想起来 能和我长久 体谅我这些缺点的朋友们(中学的你们),真是很谢谢你。
现在 在我这“新”环境里(两年了 那里还新) 摔倒了几次后 我算是找到愿意接受我的人了……
也真的谢谢 愿意接受这样摔倒后的我(大学的你们)。
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
Test Again
After spent 11 hours at school. By the time I came back home, still need to work hard on tomorrow midterm test. OAO
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Where To Start
I'm lost....
Too many things to do yet don't know where to start.
As the due date came nearer, I become more frustrated and less efficiency.
My hand got tied and don't know how to handle it.
Too many things to do yet don't know where to start.
As the due date came nearer, I become more frustrated and less efficiency.
My hand got tied and don't know how to handle it.
Friday, February 15, 2013
Valentine Day, Forever Alone (?)
Yesterday
is Valentine Day and at the same time 5th day of Chinese New Year.
So, it is
time for my secondary school’s friend annual brunch/lunch/gathering.
We were
glad that most of us can make it there. Eg. Becca still at KL.
8 of us (include
Jing Qi’s BF) spend our afternoon there.
We have
good moment with each others.
Hope that
all of us are able to see each other again next year or in between. ^^
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Wednesday, February 6, 2013
To Leisure Mall
Once again hang out with Ai Mei, Ru Yi and Helen.
Our main destination is F Block.
However, we are very disappointed as there aren't any new stock available and we buy nothing for our CNY.
We later on went on our second round at Cheras Selatan.
This time, we finally buy ourselve something.
As for me, I bought an eye liner and hope I can work on it.^^
Our main destination is F Block.
However, we are very disappointed as there aren't any new stock available and we buy nothing for our CNY.
We later on went on our second round at Cheras Selatan.
This time, we finally buy ourselve something.
As for me, I bought an eye liner and hope I can work on it.^^
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| Guess what drink is it? |
Saturday, February 2, 2013
My 21st Birthday Present
Friday, February 1, 2013
Blogger Apps On Phone
Just download this apps on my phone.
Hope that it can allow me to update my blogger more frequently.^^
Just had my 21st birthday~~~~
No worry, I will update the detail soon.
So now, good night and let me have my sleep as tomorrow I'm having morning class.><
Monday, January 28, 2013
Dirty Minded
Recently, I'm mentally unhealthy.
Some negative ideas/ thinking kept on abusing my brain.
Can't stop myself from 18+ stuff.
Guilty conscience will follow up after the event occurred.
Maybe, it is time for me to work up/ having some sports to distract my attention toward this.
However, it is always easy to say but hard to take the first step.
Haiz......
I have to be strong!!!
Some negative ideas/ thinking kept on abusing my brain.
Can't stop myself from 18+ stuff.
Guilty conscience will follow up after the event occurred.
Maybe, it is time for me to work up/ having some sports to distract my attention toward this.
However, it is always easy to say but hard to take the first step.
Haiz......
I have to be strong!!!
Friday, January 11, 2013
A Reluctance Trip
I'm an otaku girl.
I prefer to stay at home rather than hanging out for party and gathering.
I enjoy school day and doing some part time jobs to earn some extra pocket money.
Thus, this Sarawak trip are really a reluctance trip for me.
First of all, it is too long……
We got to spend 7 days there......
It clash with my first 2 days of my school opening day.
I'm really unwilling for it.....
However, protest are useless in my family.
When I'm 21, I'm going say "NO" and you can't stop me!
I prefer to stay at home rather than hanging out for party and gathering.
I enjoy school day and doing some part time jobs to earn some extra pocket money.
Thus, this Sarawak trip are really a reluctance trip for me.
First of all, it is too long……
We got to spend 7 days there......
It clash with my first 2 days of my school opening day.
I'm really unwilling for it.....
However, protest are useless in my family.
When I'm 21, I'm going say "NO" and you can't stop me!
Accept My Laser Eyes Attack!!!
20 days countdown to my 21th Birthday!!!
20 days countdown to my 21th Birthday!!!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Green Lantern
Ok Ok.....
I know it is an old old movie....I watch it because I didn't make it to the cinema on the time it is on air.
Besides that, the main reason I watch it is because it is somehow related to the coming up next Avengers stories.
As you know, I'm the fans of Avengers. ^ ^
I remember, last time I miss out the Green Lantern is because someone told me it just everything green and nothing really interesting.
Well, it is not that bad at all.
Imagine you have the power that anything you imagine can become real!
Wow~~
Isn't it super convenient?
I think this is the strongest super power among all! (with the condition you can think fast and with great imagination.) ^ ^
Thus, I think the protagonist--Hal should read more fantasy books and watch more action movie.> <
Haha~~~
The funniest part for me in the movie is when the protagonist's childhood friend / girlfriend--Carol found out Hal is the super hero who saves her last night.
Carol: "What do you mean? I've know you my whole life! I've seen you naked! You don't think I would recognize you cause I can't your cheekbones?"
And of causes many more.
So, make sure you watch it so you can catch up the next Avengers stories.^ ^
I know it is an old old movie....I watch it because I didn't make it to the cinema on the time it is on air.
Besides that, the main reason I watch it is because it is somehow related to the coming up next Avengers stories.
As you know, I'm the fans of Avengers. ^ ^
I remember, last time I miss out the Green Lantern is because someone told me it just everything green and nothing really interesting.
Well, it is not that bad at all.
Imagine you have the power that anything you imagine can become real!
Wow~~
Isn't it super convenient?
I think this is the strongest super power among all! (with the condition you can think fast and with great imagination.) ^ ^
Thus, I think the protagonist--Hal should read more fantasy books and watch more action movie.> <
Haha~~~
The funniest part for me in the movie is when the protagonist's childhood friend / girlfriend--Carol found out Hal is the super hero who saves her last night.
Carol: "What do you mean? I've know you my whole life! I've seen you naked! You don't think I would recognize you cause I can't your cheekbones?"
And of causes many more.
So, make sure you watch it so you can catch up the next Avengers stories.^ ^
Green Lantern at 2011
Friday, October 5, 2012
Battleship
After all day long working, one of the best way to relax yourself is to watch a movie.
Too bad that I can't have it in the cinema.(which the brilliant sound effect and so on)
So, instead of having one in the cinema, I have it at my sweet home.
Well, the movie I watch are out dated (just not the latest so you can actually download it from the net).
It is---Battleship.
Wow~~
What I think it is outstanding is the marine are the one who fight against the aliens. (As other movie the army or air force carry out this job.)
It's quite boring in the beginning of the movie.
For me, I just can't stand on the awkward scenario and those "OMG, please don't do that!" stuff by our main character--Alex.
However, the part which they defeat the 2 aliens spacecraft are awesome.
Especially with the technique introduce by the Japanese Captain, Nagata which is the water displacement by using the tsunami buoy.
I take it as one of the high light of the movie.^^
The best part is when they work together with the 70 years somethings old crews and bring the antique battleship on the battle field to defeat the alien mother ship.
That is the part I like the MOST! > <
Which Alex bring up the Sun Szi art of war to defeat the alien mother ship. (But the Nagata insist that it is not the Sun Szi art of war he mention earlier.)
Of course, there are so much more to high light such as our the armor of the alien, the character of Mick, a previous army who lost both his legs (the high light is how he knock down the alien with his steel legs) and so on.
So....for those who not yet watch this movie do go and watch it. (do bear with the beginning of the movie)
Especially for those who love gun shoot, bombs, army/marine and alien invention.^^
Too bad that I can't have it in the cinema.(which the brilliant sound effect and so on)
So, instead of having one in the cinema, I have it at my sweet home.
Well, the movie I watch are out dated (just not the latest so you can actually download it from the net).
It is---Battleship.
Wow~~
What I think it is outstanding is the marine are the one who fight against the aliens. (As other movie the army or air force carry out this job.)
It's quite boring in the beginning of the movie.
For me, I just can't stand on the awkward scenario and those "OMG, please don't do that!" stuff by our main character--Alex.
However, the part which they defeat the 2 aliens spacecraft are awesome.
Especially with the technique introduce by the Japanese Captain, Nagata which is the water displacement by using the tsunami buoy.
I take it as one of the high light of the movie.^^
Alex Hopper and Nagata
That is the part I like the MOST! > <
Which Alex bring up the Sun Szi art of war to defeat the alien mother ship. (But the Nagata insist that it is not the Sun Szi art of war he mention earlier.)
Of course, there are so much more to high light such as our the armor of the alien, the character of Mick, a previous army who lost both his legs (the high light is how he knock down the alien with his steel legs) and so on.
So....for those who not yet watch this movie do go and watch it. (do bear with the beginning of the movie)
Especially for those who love gun shoot, bombs, army/marine and alien invention.^^
Monday, October 1, 2012
Another Job
Just finish my first promoter job at AEON Mid Valley.
Thank you for my partner who taught me so much and together we cooperate to finish all the job.
Can't imagine that what will I be to work along for my first promoter job.
After this job, I gain more experience and learn a lot of new stuff.
I somehow gaina bit more confidence.
However, today I receive another job.
Again at AEON Mid Valley.
Since it is assigned by another agent company, this time, no training and uniform are provided.
WOW~~~
I'm worrying.
I start to worry how am I going to introduce this product to the customer, I'm not well knowledge with this product, how am I going to answer customer's question and how am I going to persuade them to buy this product?
Hmmm.....
In conclusion, although it may be super boring during the product training section, but it is a need to make the promoter to get prepared and gain knowledge about the product.
Besides that, I felt contradiction to accept this job as I now know the difficult part to become a promoter.
At the other side, I need the money(greedy) and have no choice but to accept it.
This time, for sure I'm going to work alone.
Hope everything going to be alright. ><
Thank you for my partner who taught me so much and together we cooperate to finish all the job.
Can't imagine that what will I be to work along for my first promoter job.
After this job, I gain more experience and learn a lot of new stuff.
I somehow gain
However, today I receive another job.
Again at AEON Mid Valley.
Since it is assigned by another agent company, this time, no training and uniform are provided.
WOW~~~
I'm worrying.
I start to worry how am I going to introduce this product to the customer, I'm not well knowledge with this product, how am I going to answer customer's question and how am I going to persuade them to buy this product?
Hmmm.....
In conclusion, although it may be super boring during the product training section, but it is a need to make the promoter to get prepared and gain knowledge about the product.
Besides that, I felt contradiction to accept this job as I now know the difficult part to become a promoter.
At the other side, I need the money
This time, for sure I'm going to work alone.
Hope everything going to be alright. ><
Mid Valley AEON before business hour
Friday, September 28, 2012
Should I Pick Up The Phone?
Tomorrow I'm going to start my first promoter job.
Thus, today I went to Mid Valley and have a look/observe those promoters who work at there.
I saw a male promoter, which is very sincere to his customer.
He always smiles, brave to talk and have good promoting skill.
He even bow to his customer!
Is it necessary? = =+
I wish tomorrow I can perform like him.
Besides that, I apply the ice-cream job again as it is now available to work at Jusco Mid Valley.
But, the problem is, I'm working tomorrow and can't pick up the phone when they call!
Wha~~~~
What should I do if they call?
Pick up or ignore it?
My ice-cream job ah!
Thus, today I went to Mid Valley and have a look/observe those promoters who work at there.
I saw a male promoter, which is very sincere to his customer.
He always smiles, brave to talk and have good promoting skill.
He even bow to his customer!
Is it necessary? = =+
I wish tomorrow I can perform like him.
Besides that, I apply the ice-cream job again as it is now available to work at Jusco Mid Valley.
But, the problem is, I'm working tomorrow and can't pick up the phone when they call!
Wha~~~~
What should I do if they call?
Pick up or ignore it?
My ice-cream job ah!
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