My New High Heel

I believe most of you remember my Cinderella story which I wear high heel during the PPS Majlis Perpisahan. Well I think the shoes is too high for me so I decided to buy a new one and I did it during this holiday and here is the picture of my new shoes.

My Black High Heel

I like it very much but still I can’t walk properly but a bit better than last time. But when I came home and take out all the high heel in my house only I realize that this is the highest high heel in my home.

Oh My God!

I want a new one which is not that high and easy for me to walk! What is the point I buy this new high heel?

Kempen Kebersihan

Yesterday, I sacrificed my tuition and went to school for the kempen kebersihan of librarians. For our (AJK) surprise, there are only about 35 members attend this kempen. I’m really disappointed with those who didn’t come.

Of cause, our teacher is very angry with this situation. Chee Han (Ketua Maintenance) then divides the member and AJK into 3 groups. 1st for the AJK’s room, 2nd for the PS1 and 3rd is for the PS2.

I’m so unlucky that I had been put in the 3rd group. Why did I say so? Please don’t look down at this small room. It is the hardest tank in this kempen (as my opinion). It had a lot of books and dust in it. Those books will only be rearranged once a year during this kempen.

Ai Wen, Kai Li, Yuan Ling and I are in this group. There are about 6 junior under us. So we start at 8am something until 10am, we have our morning tea at the canteen.

Bread and Milo…

Then we continue do do do do do until 12noon. We then gather at PS1. Our teacher then thanks us for coming and promise to merit each of us 5 marks for school and 3 marks for our SPD.

When our teacher mention about the merit marks of SPD, I can saw twinkle twinkle big stars in my sis’s eyes and her devil’s smile…

Xuan, your emotion is too obvious.

I do ask Ai Wen what is she going to do with those who didn’t attend.

Well, she says maybe… just maybe, ok? (For those who didn’t attend) She is going to ask them to ganti tugas for 2 days, pass up a letter and denda 4 bucks.

Cruel? Just blame yourself for not attending the kempen and “guai guai” accept the dendaan la!

Muhahahahaha….

NINJA'S AGE 6

-Beran-Adopted Child-VI-

The girl on me then breathed heavily. She then grew furs and the structure of her body changed. Her teeth sunk deeper into my flesh.

I kicked her away from me. I can felt the hot red liquid spring out from the wound...its hurt… Just when I want to run away from ‘her’, my shoulder got caught by the bloody werewolf.

Must be because I haven’t fully recovered yet, my senses are not sharp enough. Just when I want to cut off its head, it’s reaction is out of my expectation.

It bit my neck and tried tearing it off my head. My pupils widened, this can be a major injury and it could cause me death.

Blood splashed all over the room. I tried to stop the bleeding with my hand but it was useless. I can feel the blood flowing down through my fingers.

I didn’t hesitated using my special technique to cut it into pieces. The werewolf can only saw me become a few shadow swings around. It tries to catch the shadow but it keeps miss it. The shadow just like non-material object, unable to neither touch nor catch.

“Sakura Move” hur? I never guess I would use it in the mission.

“Sakura Move” is actually a technique without pattern and is hard to catch it movement. Suddenly the shadow move in high speed and the next moment the werewolf had become pieces. Just when I’m blaming myself for careless I think my stomach is ‘empty’…

I had totally ignored ‘her’…the girl…I look down at my stomach and saw a finger coming through it. The sudden redraw of ‘her’ finger made me vomit blood.

Blood…blood everywhere…my blood?

I didn’t remember how I killed ‘her’ nor did I kill ‘her’? Blood kept on flowing out from my body, my energy was drained out together with them.

I don’t know how long I walked but I know I came out from the camp. I know although I can’t see anything but I felt the wind which blew on my face. I kept on walking and explosion happened right behind me.

I can feel the heat and the pieces of the building flying past me. I can finally go home, back to Takashi’s family.

I can have a nice sleep, take a bath, chat with Chii and Masahara… I must go back.

But my legs didn’t allow me to do so. I fell on the ground…

I’m…home?

End…

NINJA'S AGE 5

-Beran-Adopted Child-V-

Humans are weaker than werewolves, the camp is full of traps but being compared to the werewolves and the Takeshi family’s training, it was just a piece of cake.

With a somersault done to avoid the laser gun, once again my hand is cover with blood. I can hear those scientists beg for mercy but I ignored them. No emotions and sympathy should be carried during the mission.

I then passed by a room which captured my attention. I walked into the room. It is an experiment laboratory. There are many tubes arranged nicely there. The lab’s walls and floor are white in colour. You may mistake that you are in the hospital.

It looks peaceful and quiet but these are all bullshit! Once you take a close look in the tube, you can find a human body part is immersed in every tube.

Fingers, eyes, nose, heart, guts, ears, kidneys and even human’s head. This just makes me want to throw up. In the inner part there are larger tubes and kids are each immersed in a tube.

I was shocked to see a cage at the inner most of the lab. A werewolf is chewing on the flesh of a kid. Its mouth and body are covered with blood and so is the floor and wall.

On the floor, I can see many kids’s dead body but I can’t actually tell how many are there, because it was all in a mess. The bodies are tore to pieces.

So … this is what the scientists do here right? My mind then flashed through the faces of them begging me…I’m angry now!

The werewolf growled and I just ignore it.

This time no obstacles can stop me. I reached the generator room. It was noisy there. I quickly set up a time bomb.

OK!

I have 10 minutes to get out from here. Just when I’m turning to leave, the girl that took me here appeared in my sight.

“I’m hungry…”

Something wrong… she shouldn’t be here… Just then the girl’s eyes turn red and once again she said it with a totally different voice.

“I’m hungry!!!”

She then threw herself on me and she bit my arm.

“Aaaa…Aaaa…”

It just grieves to the extent of wishing to die.

I tried to push her away but I can’t. How come? Just then I heard the sound of metal being bended, things falling on the floor and something running towards here.

I can hear growling sounds…Oh my god! Don’t tell me werewolves are going to appear during this moment of truth. I didn’t guess wrongly, the werewolf in the cage appeared.

…May God bless me…



Continue…

NINJA'S AGE 4

-Beran-Adopted Child-IV-

Where am I? What happened to me? The last thing I remember was I was chased by many werewolves. Ya… I’m running. I can remember clearly their claw clawing though my flesh. Blood flow out… keep on flowing…

Then… what next?

I ran unintentionally toward a cliff, no choice but to fight back. Just when I wanted to draw out my sword, a claw with great speed clawed against me.

I think I got knocked back and I think I fell from the cliff…Ya… that’s what happened to me … but am I still alive?

I tried to move my body but I found out every inch of my muscles are in great pain and I gave out a small moaning.

“So you are awake?”

My pain ignoring in the body, I hop up and wanted to draw out my sword again. To my surprise, my sword was not with me.

“Are you looking for this?”

It’s a girl? A girl about 6 to 8 years old? How can a girl be here? She wore a white shirt, those which they let the experimental product wear… is she one of the experimental products of these crazy scientists?

Silently, I had my eyes meet with hers, she seems to not know anything about the word ‘dangerous’ and looked at me with sincere eyes.

She made me remember my sister, who is not in this world anymore… they look alike. After some talking was done with her, I think she escaped from the camp.

She wants me to take her along. As a ninja who is on mission, this is no allowed. But base on personal affection, I brought her with me. She seems to remember the way to the camp, so we are now on the way there.

I feel weird because since then, no werewolves appeared again. But this is good news for me since I can’t fight in good condition in the mean time.

On the 25th day, we finally reached the scientists’ camp. This time I really have to leave the girl alone. I can’t bring her with me to set up the bomb.

I told her to stay in a shelter where I made for her. If every thing goes well, we can go ‘home’ by tomorrow morning.

‘Home’…

Continue…

NINJA’S AGE 3

-Beran-Adopted Child-III-

That day, I reached a lake. I tried to fill up my bottle and wash my face to refresh myself. Then I heard some growling.

Werewolves again?

Hand on my sword; I silently climbed nearer to have a look.

Yes, it were werewolves but not the big one, they are just kids. Two of them were playing at the shore of the lake, free from all anxieties.

I then loose my nerves, this scene recalls my memories. When I was young, yet been adopted by the Takashi family, I used to play with my brother just like them.

Pak!

Yuck! What is this sticky liquid is? Colorless…warm…and…

Slowly I turned back and there is theirs mommy. Growling loudly, it almost burst my poor eardrum. I did a somersault and landed on the opposite side of the lake.

Just when I wanted to draw out my sword, my pain receptors were greatly stimulated. The two ‘kids’ each bit my hand!

I tried to swing them off but it was useless. At the same time, the mommy threw herself on me. With the power of a thunderbolt and the speed of lightning, I swung my arm together with one of the ‘kid’ on it and beat his mommy.

The small one finally releases its mouth and flew with his mommy. Drawing out my sword, didn’t hesitated but just chop off the other ‘kid’s’ head.

The body felon the ground, blood was flowing on the ground like tap water from the ‘kid’s’ chopped off neck. This one didn’t release its mouth from my hand even though I had chopped its head.

The brother and mommy stayed silent and then they howled. I can hear more and more of them coming.

Oh God! I’m in big trouble now!

Continue…

NINJA’S AGE 2

-Beran-Adopted Child-II-

I remember last time; Kyoto was a place where people come to view the sugar cherry, visit the temples and shrines. Now it is just a tropical like jungle.

I must be alert. The werewolves may appear any time…

Pap!

I drew out my sword and cut out a werewolf’s limb. Blood splashed on my face. There it is the werewolf.

Without any time to wasted, I threw out 4 niku to its heart but they missed. The werewolf was angry since I cut off its limb.

Using its only hand, it attacked me with an abnormal strength. I jumped up in the air then I heard the sound of air flowing behind me.

Damn it!

I used my sword to block another werewolf’s attack. But its huge power made my hand pain and paralysis. I landed on the ground and took a good look.

There are two of them. I should remember that wolves won’t be alone, they are group animals. They’re a little too friendly. I’m not even in the jungle yet.

After some aggressive exercise, I can finally make my first step into the jungle. Now I know that they are more difficult to handle than I thought.

The first day passed safely but this does not mean I can let my guard down. Most of the werewolf live in the inner part of the jungle and this means their group will be bigger, not just two or five in group.

Today is my 16th day in the jungle, I had defeated many werewolves and I discovered that the rate for me to finish this mission is low.

First of all, I’m running out of food. Although there are many fruits around but they are polluted and not safe to consume. The most important thing is that I’m tired. I can’t find a chance to let my guard down and have a good sleep. Most of the time, I’m awake, but from time to time, sit down to let my body rest.

If this continues I may face athopia. I’ve got to finish my mission as fast as I can and just blow out the stupid camp. Besides, when you are alone, you may easily go off into wild flights of fancy, talking to myself and become neurotic.
Man! I’m getting crazy!

After that day, I found myself a mate. The story starts like this…

Continue…

NINJA'S AGE 1

-Beran-Adopted Child-I-

I’m Takeshi Beran. I’m a ninja of Takeshi’s family. Although I’m in this pure blood family, I have no blood relation with any of the family member. Yes, I’m an adopted child.

The Takeshi family is going to hunt down those crazy scientists and I’m one of them who are willing to join this program.

This morning, I received a message from my lord and now I’m on my way to the oval room to get the mission.

On the way, I met Chii the youngest girl ninja in our family. She wished me good luck and all the best. I’m happy with it. We also talked about Masahara, one of the sons of our lord.

Chii said that she was worried for him since today is the second month no news was heard from him.

After the chatting, I went straight to the oval room. My lord is an old man; he had about 6 sons or more? He is a wise and smart man.

I respect him very much; he is a kind man too. I remember someone left a warning to him; someday his kindness may kill him.

Straight to the point, my lord wants me to make an investigation in Kyoto…

As we know, Kyoto is now the werewolves’ habitat. It is said that those crazy scientist made a camp there to study about werewolf and reproduce them.

So my job is to destroy the camp and kill the entire scientist there. I will set out 10 minutes after some preparation for my mission is done. A ship will pick me there. I then went to the weapon and armor room to pick my stuff.

These days, we are running out of men power and missions are getting harder and harder to carry out. I’m the only one to go on the mission how unlike last time when we can still go in a group.

You have to make sure you can protect yourself well; no one will save you when you are in trouble. Besides, as a ninja, you must not be a burden to others.

I hung a samurai sword on my back. Werewolves huh? They are a strange beast that can move in speed of lighting, clever and cruel. Werewolves are often granted extra-human strength and senses, far beyond those of both wolves or men, most notably the vulnerability to silver bullets. They are the main obstruct in my mission.

5 minutes later, I’m on board, looking at the old modeled Japanese house, I pray that I can come ‘home’ again.

Continue…

NINJA'S AGE

Prologue

You will never believe it the year of 2089, the modern technology city had extinguished. How can this happen? It is because a team of crazy scientist masters peace. The more developed, the more the mentally unstable people exist.

Now this is the outcome, human are going to extinct. Pollution makes them evolve into monsters and crazy scientists make them into zombies. More species appear and it turns out into a mess.

To keep on surviving, human work together and build up a basement in Tokyo, under the Tokyo Tower. They try to cut down the using of electricity and live as 19th century.

A group of samurai family, volunteer to protect the safety of the basement while a group of ninja volunteer to be the front line attacker, which is to kill everything that comes near the basement.

But deep inside the mountain, there live the true, pure blooded ninja family. They reject to live as individuals who protect only themselves but as true hero by hunting down the crazy scientists. They are the Family called --- Takeshi.

YES! I’m Younger.

Today one of my neighbors held a small wedding party at our condo pool side. So no choice we had to wear formal dress and wear high heel again.

The children at my condo are so young. They are the age around 3 to 10. So I and my sis can consider the oldest children there.

We have our dinner there. Just then my mom talks with an aunt which is one of our neighbors. She then asks my sis which university she is studying.

……….

HAHAHAHA!!!!

My sis then argues with her and tells her she is only 14(since she not yet has her birthday). So I just keep on laugh at her. Then the topic changes to me. The aunt then ask me am I her (my sis) sister? Am I form 1?

FORM 1?????

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA……………..

Can you imagine my happy face, keep on laughing and laughing, just laugh like a dog. My sis face turns black and once again argues with the aunt.

This means I look younger then my sis. HAHAHA…

My sis and Me (XUAN&CHI)

Silver Man

This Thursday when I went back home from my tuition, on the way I went to LRT with my sis, we saw an interesting scene.

There a man dresses himself in silver and just sit there. Many people take photo and so did we.

The Silver Man

Then a man put some money in the basket in front of him. With a robotic movement the silver man rises up his thumb and shows a ‘good’. I and my sis laugh at it. We then give it a try too.

So I scarified my pocket money and put it in the basket. Guess what? Again with a robotic movement, he gave us a friend kiss.

HAHAHA…

The Fishiest Thing Happen To Me

OK! Back to the Thursday MTM, every AJK need to wear formal dress so eventually I need to wear high heels….This is my first time wear high heels and walk out my house so u can image what will happen next.

Well, I didn’t fall down but walk with an ugly look. Just like the Indian dance, the neck and the body not in straight line just kept on front and back.

My sis told me that I’m the ugliest one among them. (CRY~)

But here come the most exited part.

It was now having lucky draw. I ignore it and went and take some jelly for my table’s friends. Just then they shout at me and keep on point to the stage. After a second I finally understand what are they try to say.

I’m the lucky one!!!

With exited feeling I just hand the plate of jelly to the one who is nearest to me without know who he/she is and run to the stage. Then the accident happens…

Our school stage are so lousy and without stairs. The AJK just put a chair for us the step on it. I successfully step on it but when my next step on the stage, the high heels I wear stuck at the edge and the shoe just went of my foot.

OMG!!! What should I do!?!

Pretending nothing happen, not even look down at my foot, try to walk as balance as I can (as my another foot still with high heel on it) and went to take the present. The AJK (Kai Jie) who is going to give the present to my was shock and surprise with my clam and don’t even recover from his shock until I want to shack his hand.

Once again pretending nothing happen and walk as BALANCE as I can down the stage but the MC just won’t let me go.

“Cinderella, your shoe.”

-_-/// swt…

FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MTM LPPS 2008

Today so tired...but still have to upload some pic for u guys to have a look.

I had take many photo. Such a long time i didn't take photo and i think i had gain weight.

OMG!!! I got to find out a way to lose weight.

This holiday, many thing happen...so tired...so busy...

Don't worry i'll tell u all latter so enjoy the picture.^_^

Form 4 gang

Case Buli(1)

Case Buli(2)

Cheesss!!

?!?

Well acutally there's still a lot more but most of them is my own pic.

So don't be too perasan la!!!

Enjoy it!!^_^

I'm disappointed

I like taekwondo very much since I was in kindergarten. My mom not allows me to learn it with a lame excuse until the primary school. During secondary school, I’m finally allowed to do anything I like.

I find out it was a bit too late to start the training in the secondary school. The taekwondo club of my school is a very small club. I never give up. Now I’m a 7th grader member. I had become secretary of the club since I’m form 2.

I work for the club and always think for its good. Even though I’m now not interested with the training anymore I still didn’t quit the club because I had developed feeling to it. Now, it had been the 4th years for me in the club.

The 3rd years are my happiest year in the club. Good senior, president …I like every of them. This year… it can be say as my nightmare. I can’t work well with the president and the other way I can’t stand with his attitude as I’m an employee of the club.

HEI!!!! I’m the same age as him. I help the club because I like the club. I didn’t work for money so how can he yell at me? Scold me and didn’t respect me? He didn’t have the right to do so!

Now troubles come. We own a form to supply subsidy and now we lost it. I do all me job. Everything the president give to me I’ll put it in the fail and mistake never happen. I remember well that he is the one who keep the form and now he blames me for lost it.

“You are the one who is to going to pay the money if you can’t find the form.”

Just because of this sentences, my heart break. The club I stay for years and now such things happen to me. How do you feel if you were me?

He should say lets work together and find a way to solve it or something like that… I’m very sad and disappointed. There are many more bad things he did to me and Sue Yin but we say nothing. But this time I don’t think I can stand anymore.

If he really pushes the entire burden to me…I’ll tell you I won’t allow him to seize me without putting up a fight.

Give me a hand

I try to find out how to make a column which I can see how many visitors a day but… I don’t know how to do so.

I do give it a try but came out with nothing so any one with kind hearted pls send me left me a message at my chat box and teaches me how to do so.

Thank you for all of yours helping.

Bon Odori

Last night I went to Bon Odori following my club, Taekwon-do. I reach the school at 4.15pm and the bus takes off at 4.40pm something. My club order 3 buses and bring other non member and senior to the festival.

As one of the AJK, I handle a bus with 43 members. Hop on the bus, give announcement, remain them to take care themselves, give them our teacher’s phone number and many many more. Then finally I can sit down and chat with Lee Ping.

After a little jam, we finally reach the stadium. Actually this is not my first time to Bon Odori. I use to go to Bon Odori once when I was little. I go with my mom and cousin and you know with parents….. many things you can’t do and can’t play freely.

So back to this time Bon Odori, I take my mom advise go to hunt for food first. So I and Lee Ping go to hunt for foooooood!!!! First we try the Japan ice-cream then the 章鱼烧. We oso eat SOBA my favorite food and onigiri. Wahhhhhh!!!! OISI!!!!! They all are really really very very nice.

The stage is in the middle of the field and there are drums on it. Ya, before that we get beautiful paper fan at the enterers. Then we find a place to sit and try our food. Then Sue Yin finally reaches and joins us. Then we continue our window shopping and look around.

Stage at morning

Stage at night

Paper Fan

There are many people wearing Yukata 浴衣, children, woman and man. Yaaaaa, tell you guys I saw a man about 20 something wearing the yukata with short that kind are dam HANDSOME. Waaaaaa!!!!!!!

I wish I can take his photo~ Wa~ handsome ah!!! Then about 7pm the drum performance started. After that the dance starts. Three of us dance for 2 round then Lee Ping suggest us to take photo with those Japanese that wear yukata.

Since I’m the only one among us can speak Japan language so I’m the one who ask them to take photo with us. Hahaha…my Japan language can finally be use.

Then something unexpected happen. The Japanese praise my Japan language is so GOOD…..Waaaaaaaa!!!!! Really? Oh, I’m so HAPPY. I can’t believe that.

Then we continue walk around. Then Lee Ping went home and I and Sue Yin walk around. Then with a 冲动 I want to drink BEER. But the all foods are finish sold. So we try our luck and went to the beer corner.

Lucky for us there are 3 more can left we then take out our money. In the mean while a college looks student take the last 2 cans. I then argue with him. Then I grab the one of the can from the uncle who sells the beer and 塞 the money in the uncle hand.

“I had pay and this is my.”

With my 战利品 we walk happily away. Can you imagine the face on the student? All I want to say is 爽!!!!Then we enjoy our beer and take some photo. The conclusion is 抢回来的东西果然比较好.Hahahaha!!!!!!


Japan Beer

We went home at 9.30pm. Bon Oderi is actually nothing special but I really happy with and gain many Experian that I never had before. Hope that next year I can come again.

Jupiter from the Planets Suite by Gustav Holst

I think I love the music of “Jupiter from the Planets Suite” by Gustav Holst which plays by Kazuki On The Final Selection more the “Ave Marie” after listen to the whole music at Youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JWjJsfASmg

La Corda D’oro Primo Passo

This is one of the special anime I watch from Animax. I’m regret because I had missed episode 21, 22, 23 & 24.

Characters
Hino Kahoko 日野 香惠子 Violin
Tsukimori Len 月森 莲 Violin
Tsuchiura Ryoutaro 土浦 梁太郎 Piano
Hihara Kazuki 火原 和树 Trumpet
Yunoki Azuma 柚木 梓馬 Flute
Shimizu Keiichi 志水 桂一 Cello
Fuyumi Shouko 冬海 笙子 Clarinet
Kanazawa Hiroto 金澤 紘人 Sing
Ousaki Shinobu 王崎 信武 Violin

More information about the character can go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/La_Corda_D%27Oro

The boys’ characters are all very handsome and good. I can’t tell which is my favorite. Anyway, I like them all. The favorite’s music in anime is “Ave Maria” which always plays by Hino

• Opening Theme - "Brand New Breeze" by Kanon
• Ending Theme - "Crescendo" by Stella Quintet
Music Played On The First Selection
• Theme: Opening Up
• Kahoko: Tristesse (from Étude No. 3 - Opus 10-3) by Frédéric Chopin
• Kazuki: Unter dem Doppel Adler (Under The Double Eagle) by Josef Franz Wagner
• Keiichi: Cello Concerto No. 9 in B Flat Major (G.482) by Luigi Boccherini
• Azuma: Morning Mood by Edvard Hagerup Grieg
• Shouko: Romance in G Major by Johann Baptist Joseph Maximilian Reger
• Len: Polonaise Brillante No. 1 in D Major (for violin and orchestra - Opus 4) by Henryk Wieniawski
Music Played On The Second Selection
• Theme: Something to Believe In
• Kahoko: Canon in D Major by Johann Pachelbel
• Ryotaro: Fantasie-Impromptu by Frédéric Chopin
• Kazuki: Auf Flügen des Gesanges (On Wings of Song) by Jakob Ludwig Felix Mendelssohn Bartholdy
• Keiichi: Le Cygne by Charles Camille Saint-Saëns
• Azuma: Meditation from Thaïs by Jules Massenet
• Shouko: Romance by Charles Camille Saint-Saëns
• Len: Vitali's "Chaconne"
Music Played On The Third Selection
• Theme: Irreplaceable Parts
• Kahoko: Mélodie by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
• Ryotaro: The Revolutionary Étude by Frédéric Chopin
• Kazuki: Serenade by Franz Schubert
• Keiichi: Sicilienne by Gabriel Fauré
• Azuma: Partita in A Major by Johann Sebastian Bach
• Shouko: Three Romances No. 2 by Robert Schumann
• Len: Tzigane by Maurice Ravel
Music Played On The Final Selection
• Theme: Setting Free
• Kahoko: Ave Maria by Schubert
• Ryotaro: La Campanella by Franz Liszt
• Kazuki: Jupiter from the Planets Suite by Gustav Holst
• Keiichi: Prelude from Suites for Solo Cello No. 1 by Johann Sebastian Bach
• Azuma: Vocalise by Sergei Vasilyevich Rachmaninov
• Shouko: A Polkish Folk Song, the Clarinet Polka
• Len: Caprice No. 24 by Niccolò Paganini
Music Played On The Special Episode - Episode 26
• Kahoko: Opus 12 Salut d'Amour by E. Elgar (accompanied by Shouko)
• Ryotaro: S.541 Liebestraume (Dreams of Love) No. 3 in A Flat Major by Franz Liszt
• Kazuki and Kahoko: Gavotte in D Major by F.J Gossec
• Keiichi: Prelude from Suites for Solo Cello No. 1 by Johann Sebastian Bach
• Azuma: Notturno d'Amour (Serenade) by R. Drigo
• Len: Opus 50, Romance No. 2 in F Major by Beethoven

My First Breaking

Yesterday during my Taekwon-do training is my first time I break the wood using hand knife and kicking. At the beginning, I was really afraid to do so because the wood is very thick.

In my club, girls never do this breaking before because this is boys’ job. So yesterday, my president asks me and my partner, Cecilia to give it a try.

Haha…finally I can give it a try. I have waiting for this opportunity since I’m form one.

So “Caaaaaaa!!!!”

That day I break 6 woods and Cecilia break 5. For me, 2 woods for kicking and 4 woods for hand knife. I think fall in love with the moment you break the wood.

So in a day, all the wood in the club had been finish break by us AJK (3 boys and 2 girls include me, there are about 20 woods we had break). Look at those broken wood, my president just have a sigh and say need to spend more money to buy those wood again.

Now guess what’s the side effect?

After the training my right hand had swelling and extravasated blood. So the conclusion is I must break more wood to overcome this side effect.

Hahahaha….

“Ba Zang”粽子

Last week, I went back to my kampung at Bentong, Pahang because it is 端午节.

Everything went normal but this is the first time I saw my grandmother how to boil those “ba zang”. Here are a few pictures I take using my dad phone.




What can I say…very special right? Now a day still got people use stick to cook. You ask me the taste? Not bad just a bit tasteless. Too little salt and more will be better.

I’m a Bird

I thought I’m a bird that lives as a pet stay in the cage for my whole live. I got food, water and everything I need. I got nothing to worry in my life.

I’m naïve and pure. I know nothing about the world and not any thing about the blue sky because those are unnecessary for me who live in the cage. I think…I’m satisfied and nothing to complaint.

My master treads me well and all I need to do is sing for her. I think I had tried my best to sing the best I can but the bird beside my cage can sing better then me. My master focus on that bird and always neglect my exists.

I become lonely although I still get my necessaries of life. I finally realize that there is something missing from my life. What is it?

I finally find it out when I meet the other birds. They are not the kind of bird like me which tread as a pet and keep in the cage, they are wild. I saw their smile. The smile that never appear on my face.

Ya…I finally know that I wish to be free. Away from the cage, flying in the blue sky and around the world. I want my freedom. But thing never as yours wishes. My master never let me leave my cage.

There are once my friends relies me from the cage. That is the first time I saw the beauty of the blue sky and how wide is the world. I’m revel in it. Happy life never less long, I was caught and back to the cage again.

Start from then, my master never treads me well. I miss the life outside the cage. I always struggle and dream to get out the cage but get crueler treatment as return from my master.

I know I must not give up. I must leave this cage. There are still many things I never learn and never seen. Although I’m now full of wound but I’ll never give up. I’m going to leave this cool and icy cage as fast as I can.

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Life is meaningless?

Today Becca ask me what I want to be when I grow up. Har? Well maybe something related to Bio or Chemistry such as ……cosmetics industry?

Becca said she was interested to become a nurse while Tifa said she hasn’t decided yet. Yap, this can be considering as still a long time for us to make a decision. You can decide it after Form 5 or 6.

At night, I watch an anime at animax --- La Corda D’oro Primo Passo, you can also call it The Golden String or Kin’iro no Corda. It is about a music academy, a girl with great talent had been discovering by a spirit and ‘force’ her to enter the school music competition.


La Corda D'oro Primo Passo / The Golden String / Kin'iro no Cardo

All of the characters in the anime have great talent in different instrument. These remind me one of my friends --- Wilson. He found his talent last year, which is dancing. Recently, he won the competitions, which held at Taylor College. He now spends all of his mind and heart in it. I admire him because I can’t found my talent.

What am I good at?

I’m no good in sports or academic… I even donno what I like. Spending hours and days at comic and anime then when I’m back to the world, nothing I have gain.

These remind me the poem we read in Form 1,The Life Breath Candle. Life is meaningless. What are we living for?

A friend of my class said this in the morning:” As a sin, why we need to do so many essay? (He didn’t finish his homework) As a sin, why we need to take exam? (Exam is around the corner)

Why? Why? Why?

Why are we going to do all of this? What is it for? Even for those who work hard to gain something, who knows the next second you are involved in an accident, then you DIE. You get NOTHING!!!

Just felt that life is meaningless, aimless, hollow and nothing else…

Victory For Green House Marching

Today is our school sport day and guess what? We need to gather at school at 5.00a.m. which mean I need to wake up at 4 (cry~ I want to sleep sleep la!!!) Why soooo early and there was heavy rain. Sunday + early morning + heavy rain = cold day + good sleep. I suppose to hide in the bed and have a nice sleep but it was all destroyed by the sport day.

Actually yesterday last training, we green house marching had a small disturbance. I was still worrying will this affect today performance. This disturbance didn’t affect us but raise our semangat! I’m so glad…

Our senior let us watch the video after the marching. What can I say?

Fo-you ~ GOOD!!!

It was hundred times better then our usual training especially the hormat that part so neat and so YENG!!!

Our seniors then ask us how can we do so. Our reply is “ Because something inside tell us that is it the time.” …ZA DOU!!!

Anyway, another year Victory For Green House Marching!!! This is the 4th continuous years we get the first place. We then run half round of the field (Only form 4 member because form 5 are ‘old’ liao).

So glad that we get victory again hope that next year we can also the 1st place again. Then 5 years continuous for victory.

Having “Qing Ming” at my Kampong – Bentong

Today is “Qing Ming” but many had already come to clean their ancient’s tomb last weekend. SO it seem a bit quiet and desolate clear this year.

Actually for me “Qing Ming” = to picnic. Emm… for every modern people right? Because when we get up the hill where the tomb is, there has many delicious food such as ‘bazang’, ‘pau’ and fruits. The most important is… many candles to eat…just kidding!!!
There got good view.

My cousin and me will take this opportunity gather and talk idly. When our parents finish putting the food and light up the candle, we then bow 3 times and it’s over.

For my family, we have 3 round to go.1st round is the good view up at the hill (this cost us to wake up at 5a.m.); 2nd is at the same hill but at the bottom; lastly is my grandfather’s tomb which we need to take 5 minute car drive (the first 2 can just walk to reach) and bring so many water and brush to wash clean up the tomb.

I want to take a few photos but I forget to bring my phone. After thinking, it seems like this location is not that suitable for taking picture. (Swt, I don’t want to any see strange things appear on the photo – got extra hand on your shoulder?)

Any way, this year’s “Qing Ming” is not that fun because less firework and people. Hope that next year this situation won’t happen again. Hope for many firework, many people, and many food…and candles…(^_^)

Actually I Can't Make A Fast Decision

Actually I’m the kind of people who always say words opposite to my heart. SO I normally will not promises someone requires at the first time, that guy had to ask me a few more time then I will give him/her the answer from the bottom of my heart.

Not because I’m arrogant but I just can’t make a decision. I have to think whether I can really carry it out or not…but this normal end up other taught that I say NO to them.

I DON’T MEAN THAT!

Not only my friends but also same as my family. Example just now my parents ask me whether I want to have dinner with them at outside. Emm…. First it was raining; second I’m not really that hungry yet; third they haven’t decided what to eat…so should I go with them?

They ask me for twice but I can’t actually give them an actual answer. Just as I’m hesitating, they take the answer as NO and left me at home. I try to catch up with them but when I went to the car park the car had already gone (I live at condo).

SO I end up with no dinner and alone at home…

OMG, I can hear the strange sound coming out from my stomach. (I’m HUNGRY!)

SO make sure next time if you want an answer from me, please ask me a few more times and give me some time to make my decision.

wAndeRing My CryiNg soul,
oNly you CAn wIpe awAy my tEars,
teArs fall, VanIsh to tHe light.